I find these days that I am always happy. It is an actual Presence that hums through my being no matter what is going on outside of myself. I would say it is Happiness, but also a Love for all beings as I ‘know’ our Oneness. The more I stay connected, the stronger it becomes and the more the ‘world’ fades away. I know it is a result of all the work I’ve done, with the recent help of the Chi Sun, to remove the blocks to Love’s presence, my Connection to Source. I am finally finding my true Self, ironically by losing myself.

I knew when I was drawn to take a somewhat mindless job at this grocery store that there was a reason for it, so I trusted my HS and took it. I am not hampered by a lot of responsibility/problem solving and have learned the freedom of just ‘being’ in the world, I am always extremely happy at work and freely express it around others. That has proven to be interesting. Many are drawn to it, though they don’t understand that it is the Light of the Happiness/Source that they are drawn to, and not the physical form it is expressing through. Others are repelled/afraid of the Light they are sensing and I’ve learned to dial the happiness down to a gentle level that they can handle.

People’s reactions to Light is extremely interesting. In the case of one old man, a little unnerving as I’m afraid he’s going to start stalking me (interesting because I think he feels a need to stomp this Light out by use of his ‘religious’ ideas). But fascinating because they have no idea what it is that draws or repels them. It reminds me of sleepwalkers. Sometimes I haven’t had a chance to ‘read’ someone who shows up in my line and this Light hits them, some will actually rear backwards as if being physically hit, some shrink backwards, some are fascinated and I watch them studying me trying to figure it out.

It’s all been an interesting lesson for me. One that I don’t really understand why it is important for me to learn…but here I am.

I met Richard though fated chance, a common occurrence, I’m coming to realize, when the intriguing energies of the CHI are involved. I shared with him how overwhelming college and life had been. Almost intuitively, Richard lent me a CHI Sun with minimal explanation about its mechanisms or uses. He encouraged me to use it. I prefer going into most experiences without much pretext, as I believe it leads to more authentic and unbiased outcomes. As such, my experience with the CHI Sun was uninformed, and I used it for the first three days while falling asleep.

My initial observation was entering a deep, almost meditative half-sleep state when placing the CHI Sun on my heart as I lay down for the night. For the first time in months, I felt not just a sense of peace but the absence of thought, feeling, emotion, and attachment. I wasn’t even aware of how much emotional weight I carried until it was lifted. When the first stage of the CHI Sun session came to its natural end, I opened my eyes after some time, feeling a peace I hadn’t experienced in a long time. For a survivor of domestic violence, the accumulated and normalized adrenal fatigue one carries can cast a perpetual shadow of uncertainty, dread, and anticipation over one’s mind, heart, and mood. It’s easy to lose sight of what life can be without it.

Upon switching the CHI Sun to its second setting, I rapidly fell into a deep, dreamless sleep and woke up the next morning feeling refreshed and rested for the first time in a very long while. That morning, intrusive thoughts of doubt and doom, which had become like shadowed companions, were replaced by a vision of a spiraling beam of light rising from my crown and piercing the darkness that had shrouded my life for months, possibly years. In its sudden absence, I realized that the darkness, once so familiar and consistent, had become an integral part of my subconscious, visible to me only in its absence.

I maintained my CHI Sun routine for the next three days. It’s important to avoid making broad assumptions since causation doesn’t necessarily imply correlation. However, in the week that followed, various long-standing issues in my life reached their climax. These issues had slowly been unfolding and contributing to a sense of disharmony. The dissonance between my heart and mind had persisted for months, if not years. Whether it was a matter of timing, the natural alignment of multiple factors, or the assistance of the CHI Sun’s chaotic frequencies, it’s clear that during those three days of use, events in my life fell into place more smoothly, and I found it easier to process and integrate them, moving toward an emotional peak.

Peace and tranquility: Thank you so very much for sending me the CHI Sun! I use it twice per day because my body is drawn to it. I feel a deep sense of Peace and Tranquility that keep me centered, more loving, and grateful.

I decided to write up a couple of the changes I have been seeing in the months since we started using the Chi Sun several times a week on Romeo.  The first thing was how quickly Romeo (our daughter’s 7 year old Shepard mix) recovered  physically, mentally, and emotionally after having been attacked while leashed, on a walk in his neighborhood — by a Pit Bull. Physically, his wounds healed within a couple of weeks, and he is almost back to normal. The hair the vet shaved off to expose the bites along his ribs have nearly grown back.

Romeo has almost regained his confidence and friendly personality, even bravely playing with new dogs at a new day care, something I didn’t know whether to expect.  He was so traumatized after the attack! Prior to the incident, he’d been such a confident, playful, outgoing but respectful boy. Gradually, he has recovered most of his former personality.

Yesterday, he was visiting at our house and the noise from the airplanes practicing for the Huntington Beach Airshow was very loud as they flew over our back yard. We live about 3 miles from the beach. He almost seemed to ignore the loud engine noises!  In previous years, he has been frightened and nervous during Airshow week.

To be fair, we have been using the Chi Palm frequently during the whole time, but these improvements occurred after we got our Chi Sun.